I hate long goodbyes
and hugging people whose names I’ve forgotten
and girls that breathe when they're lying next to me.

I hate how slowly time passes without the tv on,
and how sometimes it takes a long time to fall asleep,
and how all the fun hours fly by like minutes.

I like that people are afraid to ask me things,
and that some understand my smile is understanding,
and that my heart beats really fast sometimes.